WARNING: feelings may be at risk by reading this rant.
I'm really sick of being told to do the right thing. As far as i'm concerned I am doing the RIGHT thing. I am a full time student, I have a stable job, and i'm trying to make a better life for myself. For people who don't seem to understand the realness of time, let me break it down. A full time student means Im taking 4 classes, which for me means school 5 days a week, plus 2 hours of homework for every hour that im in class. Second I work 32 hours a week 3-1130pm, which means on some days I either go straight to work or home for an hour to do homework and then to work. I work every other weekend and on my weekend off I do enjoy doing things for myself which obviously makes me a criminal. On top of work and school it is well known that we are moving 4 hours away june first. We are consumed with packing and organizing in our free time. I'm not trying to say my life is busier than anyone else's I am just saying I do not have the luxury to set aside an hour a day and call everyone I know to tell them how busy I am, that just isnt available to me. So in conclusion, forgive me if I do not call you, respond to texts, and emails every day. I dont know what else anyone wants, you cant take blood from a stone.
sorry that rant was not so small, and sorry to depress anyone.
thank you.
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